Firstly let me just mention that I have done basically nothing to transform physically since recognizing myself as a transperson. True I have transitioned but this has not been physical. Some may argue that I grew my hair long but even when trying very hard to present as male I often let my hair grow long, a cause that was mired in my past and combined with the lack of options at what was then my present. When you take into account I had been growing my hair out for years before realizing I am trans, this argument falls apart completely. We may discuss this at another time but today is about something else. Most of my visible transition has been wardrobe and to a lesser degree, makeup. However, today I was thinking I may soon be able to have some hair removal started which resulted in me thinking about physical transitioning.
Physical transition is not for me but again, something we can get into at a later date, today is just a short post about something else. Hair removal will most likely be the limit of my physical transition. I have never been a fan of shaving and sadly, due to having to wait so long for this, it will be of limited effect regarding my face. Most of my facial hair is grey or white so laser will not completely remove the bulk of my facial hair but if it reduces the effect and softens the hair, thus making shaving less bothersome, it will be worth it. Mulling this over got me to thinking about those irksome meddlers who think they have the right to butt into everyone else's life and dictate how we should live. Cuz you know, their lives are obviously so perfect already.
From here expand on the theme of them telling us it is wrong to change our bodies from what nature has made us and yet that has already happened to us and is what we are trying to correct. In the womb, I was given the female gender. Then something caused a reset. My female body was forced to develop male accoutrements which of course caused the world to assume I was a male. I simply want to correct some of the more odious effects of this. First is lifestyle. Second is presentation, I now present as androgynous. Third is wardrobe, I now dress female. Finally we have body. Would I like to have the female body nature originally promised me? Yes, most certainly but this is not possible for me. The one option available to me is hair removal.
Updated October 12, 2024: Well, since writing this as a draft, there has been another delay in closing my fathers estate. This estate has been so onerous that I want to have it completely closed before undertaking any new projects which require more than a minor obligation of time or money so no road trips this year, no new computer, car or hair removal for now. I had anticipated closing it completely this week on October 8, however the universe has thrown another wrinkle at me so I have one more delay before I will be able to get this nightmare out of my life.
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